As I
watch the leaves slowly reaching the ground, I have an epiphany about why ‘fall’ is
called ‘fall’.
Almost
three weeks into the Sauvé Program, and nine of us are having a relaxing
retreat with the stated mission of ‘enjoying Canada before it gets cold’.
I am
eating Corn Flakes with milk and listening to Cuban music. Outside it is
raining. I am sitting on a sofa in the veranda of a cottage somewhere outside
Montreal contemplating leaves becoming yellow. Yesterday I was not sure what a
‘cottage’ was all about. Now I know it is a place from which the world seems a
little slower and calmer.
This
morning I passed up going on an excursion to the local fruit market in order to
work on my “one pager,” a document that will be circulated to support the
achievement of my goals during the next nine months. I stayed behind in the
calm of the cottage to put my mind in order.
A lot
has happened since I moved to Montreal. We have been in a constant orientation
mode and my system has not yet assimilated to the reality that the Sauvé house
and Montreal are my new homes. Last week I was lucky to attend the CIVICUS World Assembly which turned out to be an inspiring
networking and idea-rich experience.
Meanwhile,
I still do not have a lot of clarity about how I will prioritize and reach my
goals this year. Working on the one pager is helping me organize and
compartmentalize the different inputs, plans and considerations I have had so
far. I am ready (and slightly edgy) to dig into the heart of my work: building
a financial strategy and a board of directors to ensure Recrear, the organization I co-founded and worked with during the last two years, can continue working
towards its vision. In the weeks that follow I will begin a full regime of
meetings, classes and independent work…This weekend at the cottage is an
opportunity to put things in perspective, and get reenergized.
Most
importantly, however, this weekend I am on a mission to enjoy this time with my
roommates. After a few hours of reflection (the falling leaves and pattering rain
a backdrop for my contemplation) I am actually looking forward to the return of
my Sauvé buddies at the cottage. In the midst of all the little practical
things we talk about on a daily basis, we still have had little time to get to
know one another more deeply. We
have a good idea of one another’s professional experiences and ambitions, but
still little real comprehension of how the micro thoughts and experiences of
each person blend together to make us the unique cocktail we are.
This
weekend, I want to make sure to engage in real conversations with each person,
without getting stuck in the technicalities of our “to do's.” At the very
beginning of this exercise, I feel that every little story that we share is
this gateway to another culture and conception of the world- to another very
unique individual universe. In the process, I am starting to become very aware
that this type of exchange will be the most incredible aspect of my experience
during the Sauvé Program.
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